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forget i said anythingthis is probably crazy but i think i might be in love with you. it's weird. i don't know what to think. i might be one of those people that falls in love too fast.and i don't think you feel the same way. it's driving me insane. i want you so bad. you walked back into my life and you are absolutely not allowed to leave me again. don't. i'm not allowing it.please?but then again i don't want to push you away with all of this. that's exactly the opposite of what i want.what i actually want is for you to tell me you love me. i've been waiting for you to so that i can say it back and we can both be all happy. at least i would be.yesterday seems so distant. you sending me little '<3's and saying i make you happier than you make me and how your favorite part of the school day is seeing me. that's what i want.of course, i did prompt this conversation. not you. sigh.but today sucked. nothing. i feel like you don't want to talk to me. you stop replying. you don't
SomethingI talked to you today.It was kind of surprising, really.I've gone so long without you in my life that I've gotten used to that feeling that there's something missing.The impact wasn't as I've been expecting, hoping for.Maybe it's because it was about your shirt, the time, and how we were getting home.Or maybe it's because I'm finally getting over you.Not about why you left me.But it was something.And you fist bumped me, the way you do.Maybe that something was all I needed to bring me back into reality.
BracketsAngeline.Poor[Sweet]Angeline.Sitting in a corner[Crouching on the floor]Trying to smile[Covering up the pain]Pretending[Holding onto dear life]I deserve this[No]I do[But you don't]She thinks[And she isn't thinking]I doColored marks on her armslegsface[Bruises, cuts, pain]Angelinedoesn't understand[It's not a game, Ange]She sitsand waitsfor it to stop[And it doesn't]Think of the bestLook to the bright side[But there isn't one]It will all go away[Hopefully][Run][Now][Don't you want out of this hell?]
AngelineAngeline.Poor Angeline.Desperate Angeline.Nothing Angeline.Cowering in a cornerHiding from realityShe pretends not to seeShe acts like she doesn't hearBut she knows. She's always known.WhimperingS C R E A M I N GCryingHopingPrentendingGet awayRunRunRun AngelineGet away from the horrorsGet away from it allL E A V ELeave now.Don't tellAngelineDon't.You won't.Hide the bruisesHide the painHide the hurtHide the shame.It's all she can do.Words echo off the wallsRun through her headYou are nobobyYou have no voiceDon't.Is love too much to ask for?Yes?Yes.Don't ask.Don't try.Hide. Hide Angeline.Angeline.Angeline?